Should I be Afraid?

Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without.

If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with?

Fall head over heels.

I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back.

And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart.

Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back.

Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this.

To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all.

You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.

-William Parrish, Meet Joe Black (1998)

We really have no idea how God can turn our life.

These days, I found myself making decisions that I have never thought I could make before. These days, I found myself agreeing to things that I can never agree before. These days, I found that there is always more strength in me that I have never realized before.

All of that because of love.

I know, very cliche.

I also know that maybe tomorrow, I will see it in a different angle. But it satisfies me today to know that when I love, I really love and no one can say otherwise.

My late father talks very rarely about love. One afternoon he looked at me and told me "Be with someone who loves you more than you love him.". I understood what he meant back then. The thing is now, if I let myself be loved that much, how is it possible for me not to love back as much? or even more? Does the advise still applicable now when the amount of love is equal?

I say, no regret. So what if I cry tomorrow?